What is LOVE?

Recently, my friend told me she was asked by her friend the question - what do you think is love???

When she met me, she told me about it and asked me - what is love to you? (or something to that effect).

Errrrrrr... I really don't know! I am a retard when it comes to this kind of question. The best that I can came up with...

....love, to me, is not a fixed thing or feeling... it is suppose to change (logic here is, we change so must our defination of love) as we change, it should not be static but dynamic instead....

BUT ACTUALLY, THE REAL TRUTH IS, I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT HECK IS LOVE!

However, since I'm sure I'm not the only retard when it comes to love, they should offer this as a course in school/college/unive rsity! This can be categorised under "life survival skill" (me think).

What's happening today?

Not much for me today, thanks for wondering (yeah right!), but....

Today I realise that.........


I AM HAVING A TERRIBLE WITHDRAWL SYMPTOMS

FROM NOT HAVING MY OWN WORKING LAPTOP.

.... and that kinda give me a headache now!!!!

MERRY XMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR

I would like to wish everybody a MERRY MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006.

May your 2006 filled with lots of love, good health and peace.

(illustration is courtesy of my friend nekbat)


p/s... I am also back on my other blog site.

Of Kenduri Kahwin

What comes to mind when you think of weddings????

For me, firstly...chaos comes to mind. Lets face it, weddings are chaotic events. Have you ever been involved in one where every single thing went smoothly??? I went to 2 end of Nov/early Dec and both were chaotic.

The first one ended up with me having to do a bit of washing dishes, serving drinks, decorate the main table and moulding wajik for the bunga pahar (yeah... like I am very experienced lah! Somebody shoot me!!). I'm actually not complaining about having to do all those, but just reminding myself that I have yet to experience chaos free events. Something somehow will come up, goes missing, not going on time, diverted from plan, etc.

The second thing that comes to mind is reunion. Be it with distance relatives, old neighbours, long lost friends, etc. The other wedding I went to was my old neighbour's son's. Despite the heavy downpours on the day, it was an enjoyable one. I met almost everyone of the neighbour's children and had a quick catch up with them (eg. which kid is whose). What followed afterwards was warm feeling while my mind went down the memory lanes of childhood with them (but that could be another story).

However, I noticed that this time around, people somehow have stopped asking THE common questions - "how many kids" or "which one is your husband" or "are you married now". Those that kinda know me would just say..."oh look...that is so and so... and he (either bujang tua or duda) is looking for a wife" and then proceed to give me a long (dirty) look.

I wonder sometimes whether there is a visible word of "i'm single, get me any man" engraved on my forehead, which is only invisible to me????

Maybe that's the price of freedom (for both freedom by choice and freedom because of no choice). Who knows.